03 June 2005
helows kids.
i just came from makati med where tito bob, mitz's dad, tried to clean the disgusting wound that's growing in my butt. hi hi hi.
i don't know what it is. tito bob calls it an "infected, ruptured, sebaceaus (sp?) cyst", my auntie and dad called it a "boil", but trust the maid to be blunt and exclaim "ay! hala...pigsa yan!" huhuhu. ang sakit ng pwet ko. it's clean na now and tito bob took the pus out - dyahe grabe. hahaha na medyo hihihi rin kasi nakakatawa pero sa totoo lang nanliliit ako sa hiya.
i was doubtful about going makati med but my desire to lead a normal life - drama na to. bakit ba?, was greater. i can't sit, sleep or eat a decent meal. naka dapa ako the whole day.
the pain's kinda gone now and i can sit down properly - i just have to find that perfect position. pero gulay bigla naman akong nilagnat ngayon. mama says it's the trauma and the pain daw, pucha dude and sakeet habang linilinis 'my ass' ~ para konyo pa rin kasi sobrang ang jologs nitong post ko na to. hygienic naman ako ah!! (granted i'm not too confident with how i spelled hygienic... pero still!) feeling ko tuloy batang kalye ako na naglalaro ng patintero sabay punas ng uhog sa kwelyo ng damit ko.
anyway, so there goes my tragic battle with the disgusting thing growing in my ass. why the need to share? because i can and parang siyang joke di ba? sobrang lupet na joke.
i have to wait for the wound to dry out tapos go back to makati med on tuesday para ma finalize na ung operation. i'm scaresome and nginig with fear and the thought of even more pain, oh lord.
o sige ang init ko na. lagnat to the max na to. ang hapdi na ng mata ko.
hi tin! siya lang ma-hi ko kasi siya lang alam ko na like me is trying to keep the flame going. wehehe. mag post nga kayo!
:)
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i just came from makati med where tito bob, mitz's dad, tried to clean the disgusting wound that's growing in my butt. hi hi hi.
i don't know what it is. tito bob calls it an "infected, ruptured, sebaceaus (sp?) cyst", my auntie and dad called it a "boil", but trust the maid to be blunt and exclaim "ay! hala...pigsa yan!" huhuhu. ang sakit ng pwet ko. it's clean na now and tito bob took the pus out - dyahe grabe. hahaha na medyo hihihi rin kasi nakakatawa pero sa totoo lang nanliliit ako sa hiya.
i was doubtful about going makati med but my desire to lead a normal life - drama na to. bakit ba?, was greater. i can't sit, sleep or eat a decent meal. naka dapa ako the whole day.
the pain's kinda gone now and i can sit down properly - i just have to find that perfect position. pero gulay bigla naman akong nilagnat ngayon. mama says it's the trauma and the pain daw, pucha dude and sakeet habang linilinis 'my ass' ~ para konyo pa rin kasi sobrang ang jologs nitong post ko na to. hygienic naman ako ah!! (granted i'm not too confident with how i spelled hygienic... pero still!) feeling ko tuloy batang kalye ako na naglalaro ng patintero sabay punas ng uhog sa kwelyo ng damit ko.
anyway, so there goes my tragic battle with the disgusting thing growing in my ass. why the need to share? because i can and parang siyang joke di ba? sobrang lupet na joke.
i have to wait for the wound to dry out tapos go back to makati med on tuesday para ma finalize na ung operation. i'm scaresome and nginig with fear and the thought of even more pain, oh lord.
o sige ang init ko na. lagnat to the max na to. ang hapdi na ng mata ko.
hi tin! siya lang ma-hi ko kasi siya lang alam ko na like me is trying to keep the flame going. wehehe. mag post nga kayo!
:)
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02 June 2005
i hear you, jing. :)
anyway, jing is right. the med mission rocked. sama naman kayo next time! i also got to do pap smear. and pertaining to the "very sensitive operation down there" that jing mentioned i participated in, i had to squeeze out pus and estimate how much was coming out. agh agh agh.
don't let people fool you into that whole image of giving birth being so peachy. they're liars. when they say it's "the miracle of birth," you had better believe it's a miracle--a miracle a baby came out of such an f--ing small hole. i love kids and everything, but i cannot get that bloody image out of my mind. and it doesn't even stop there--oh no. after the birth, you still have to get stitched up before you can hold your baby.
but after... oh yeah, the babies are soooo cute. they're little darlings. by the way, kidlets--where are our pics???
anyway, tonight, i just applied to a few companies. ah... the wonders of technology. the direction my life is going is so hazy that it's giving me a headache. there seem to be so many ways to do things and i don't know which to pick. crap.
by the way, jing, mitz and i are starting a business. so friends, please be our customers. haha.
ok. your turn.
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anyway, jing is right. the med mission rocked. sama naman kayo next time! i also got to do pap smear. and pertaining to the "very sensitive operation down there" that jing mentioned i participated in, i had to squeeze out pus and estimate how much was coming out. agh agh agh.
don't let people fool you into that whole image of giving birth being so peachy. they're liars. when they say it's "the miracle of birth," you had better believe it's a miracle--a miracle a baby came out of such an f--ing small hole. i love kids and everything, but i cannot get that bloody image out of my mind. and it doesn't even stop there--oh no. after the birth, you still have to get stitched up before you can hold your baby.
but after... oh yeah, the babies are soooo cute. they're little darlings. by the way, kidlets--where are our pics???
anyway, tonight, i just applied to a few companies. ah... the wonders of technology. the direction my life is going is so hazy that it's giving me a headache. there seem to be so many ways to do things and i don't know which to pick. crap.
by the way, jing, mitz and i are starting a business. so friends, please be our customers. haha.
ok. your turn.
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